The girl rose
early and slowly, shoulders slumping forward as she rubbed the sleep from her
damp eyes. She shed the comforter from her aching form, her bare feet padding
against the cool linoleum of the floor as she grabbed her room key before
closing the door quietly behind her.
The dorm was
uncharacteristically quiet, its morning face expressionless and cool and only
just starting to host a light that swelled dishearteningly gray and repentant.
The girl flicked the flickering bathroom light on and dampened cold hands under
the faucet, splashing water on her face. Her movements were languid and almost
dreamlike, wracked with a somewhat jerky quality, and a resistance was omnipresent.
Forcefully refusing to meet her gaze, she positioned herself away and returned
to her room. Her search was not the slightest bit harried, and she retrieved
thickly bound score after score before placing the mass gingerly on her bed. The CD's were
already in a neat stack next to her laptop.
She paused by the
window, tracing vague patterns across
the cold glass before hastily wiping away the obstructing condensation that
blanketed the window between battered frames. The outerworld space was flooded
with snow extending for as far as she could see. She moved grudgingly as she
hid from the tumultuous world, slipping into an aged coat of warmth and
shielding her eyes of her indulgences. She chose the first disc she saw, perched rigidly atop the pile. She recognized the familiar boxy writing and
lifted it with stiff, shaking fingers. She slid the disc into the computer,
giving in to her barriers. The beginning overcame her at once, and she let the
ghosts curl through.